Tuesday, November 10, 2009

refugee



because i dared to fight back and choose truth over (another, bigger) denial, i was ceremoniously kicked out of our house last thursday. Ceremoniously, because there was a 'decree' posted on the wall by my bedroom door, 'ordering' me to leave the house, for reasons which lady Justice, i am sure, will not even find acceptable.

After all, i pay a bigger share of the rent, and 1/3 of electricity & water & phone bils, and the monthly cable dues, and the yaya, and the helper. And more and more and more...

But this fight doesn't need THAT war, so i just chose not to go back to that house after work that day. And i am never going back to that house either, lest i myself be subject to another war which can just totally distract me from the real fight. But i digress...

So the fact of the matter is, i am homeless, while rauf spends this 'forced' quality time with his dad. After months of not supporting him, this decision was really a big 'gift' of sorts. Yes, i digress again. anyway, i have lots of friends who can let me stay over at their homes/ apartments/ units, but there is one little, cozy batcave in quezon city where i have constantly sought and previously found asylum.

And now, i have been granted temporary asylum, as usual, complete with all the amenities, space & perks the batcave & the Queen Bee have to offer.

So thank you, YOU. The most royal & kindest of bees also has the biggest heart i know.

And don't worry. We are scouring every nook & cranny of this, our beloved city, hoping against hope that we find OUR new playground, on a street & city address & with neighbors we can stomach.

Like her Queen Bee, this little fighter still has royal blood & personal interests to protect, after all. A refugee she may be, but an informal settler, never.

;-)


8 comments:

Cristina G.C. said...

have you considered getting a unit in QC to own? Phinma properties has some new developments around town :) good luck !

Ria Berbano said...

hugs...

i sort of can relate...

after my dad's death, next was move out of our apartment. parang ang daming changes and sobrang nakakalumo talaga...

Janjan Perez said...

This is the sign you've been waiting for. Move to Cebu! Hahaha.

No, seriously though, I hope this will end well for you. :) Tight hugs and ice cream.

tina b said...

go knock em dead! hugs!

chinkie agner said...

go go go ate. hugs!

Tanya Saret said...

good luck plang! i hope you find the perfect place for you and rauf soon!

plang esq said...

UPDATE:

found an acceptable place... not perfect, but enough for now. it will make me stop and think if...
@kring: ...i will finally invest in real estate, considering that i used to have plans of migrating abroad;
@ria: ...i will be strong enough to 'hold the fort' for Mom and be a proper mother to Rauf in every sense of the word.
@janjan: ...i will stop looking for signs to move/migrate and just be content where i am, doing what i do
@tinabee, chingks & tans: ...i will fight and fight, and still have fun in my own little corner, with rauf

discovery. life. adventure. hindi ko ata kelangan mag-bungee jump ng tunay kasi mas malala pa yung nangyari sa min :D

thanks for all the happy, go-go-go thoughts, peeps!!! hugs!

iva d said...

hi aprylle, hagi mana you dont deserve additional stressors..basta these will all pass..ihalad nala ha Iya..god bless:)