beginnings

moving to a new house and setting it up for me, my son and my other housemates has been taking too much of my time and money, if not my mind.  but it's been an exciting week of moving stuff and cleaning and arranging furniture and ordering (affordable) appliances... the expensive stuff can follow later.  as long as everything works well, we're good to go for rauf's homecoming by the end of the week.  finally, i will get to sleep beside my son!!! wahooooo!!!

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as icing on the cake, i am 2 hours shy of being smoke/nicotine-free for TWO DAYS.  i have not been experiencing any major withdrawal symptoms, except that there's a slight floaty-float-empty-feeling in my head.  no pain, just space. 

and i have been eating a lot.  i hope my body adjusts in a week. then i can start the new fitness regimen to the new me!  i'll be attending my first bellydancing class this saturday... i'm sure mommy would be happy to see me & dwan doing something together other than just shopping and drinking. hehehe.  next step, jogging with e.  good luck to me!

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after the dust settles and we properly send off Mommy on her 40th day, maybe, just maybe, i will have time to sit back, think and plan.  and act.

for now, living and being and breathing and surviving is enough.

to thrive and flourish... that will follow. i am so sure it will follow.

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