While we continue to live, breathe, and try to go through the motions of a life that has suddenly taken a very difficult and bumpy bend, the very thought that i will never ever see my mom alive again just makes me want to give up on any sense of normalcy.
i cannot put into words what i feel and wish and hope for, since we suddenly lost our beloved Mommy to brain aneurysm on monday night... I don't think any child who has lost a parent can ever really express the depth & extent of the grief, the sense of loss, the painful reality that the woman who made their house a home is now gone...
But Mommy's body is still here. And she deserves the grandest production ever we can give her before we inter her body to the earth. She deserves the rock star treatment and all that jazz, and we will celebrate her life as she would want to.
So i continue breathing... Because Mom wouldn't want us doing otherwise. Because Mom deserves only the best from all seven of us. Because Mom was the life of every party, and she will have the biggest party we can ever give her.
Breathing is such an effort, knowing my Mom will never ever EVER breathe, smile, laugh, talk, sing, dance, walk and scold us again.
I miss her every day. Every single day...
I am in broken pieces. I wonder when i or any of my siblings will ever be whole again.
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Be strong Plang and keep praying. The pain will always be there, but you will learn to cope. Our continued prayers are with you.
Our Condolence po ate apryll
Hugs and prayers. I feel your grief. Condolences, dear friend.
will be here to pick up after ya, sweet woman... we can't give you yesterday and the wholeness of your family, but all your tomorrows you can call out and you got us to echo at you some strength to pull through the day...
I don't think any of us will, Plang. Tita Beebye left that little piece of our heart's puzzle that will never be replaced. She'll truly, sorely and always be missed. Hugs hugs hugs sa ating lahat.
plang, i'm so sorry for your loss. *hugs* will pray for you and your family.
my condolences te.. *hugs*
*hugs*
I do not know what to say.. Kaya *hugs* na lang..
I miss her too gf. :(
Plang, we so badly want to be by your side to comfort and strengthen you as much as we can. Hang in there, friend. We will get there as fast as we could.
Hang in there Plang. *hugs* I am just here and so are my parents and siblings. Tita Beebye will always be in my prayers and also your entire family.
Our deepest condolences to the Dumas family for you loss, Apryll. God bless you.
ate my deepest condolence po. *hugs* ill pray for your entire family..
Condolence, Plang from the entire Bainto family. Keep on praying. Our prayers are with you and your family. God bless. A million hugs for you and your siblings.
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