Sunday, September 27, 2009

escape



if only i could, i would escape far, far away... for weeks, for months.

i don't want to be dragged into a battle that is not mine to fight.

but of course, i can't leave rauf behind.  never.  ever.  never.

in three weeks, i will be leaving the country.  to think, to relax, to have fun, and hopefully, to find more of myself and the me that is slowly fading into nothingness.

before i leave, everything has to be in order for rauf. 

and the battle, i hope, will be resolved by then.

if only things were that easy.

if only...

sigh.



4 comments:

Janjan Perez said...

there there.

*hug*

*pat on back*

Arlene Roura said...

going to steel myself for this one gf.
getting into the trenches with you already.

plang esq said...

thanks, gf and janjan...
breathe... and,
fight. fight. fight.

Greg G. jr said...

oh....have a good escape.

i also felt, just tonight, what if i could just be away from all the things that i'm occupied with now? that would mean peace.